"Never Under Estimate God's Plan"
Written for Jennifer
One night I found myself
praying
right after tucking you into
bed to sleep;
"Dear Lord why have you forsaken me?"
Were the word's I felt my
head repeat.
"All nine months I've been faithful. Through study, thought
and prayer. Yet now when it seems I need you the most, I feel you hardly
care."
"Night after night I sit here, staring through this see threw
wall. These hospital walls don't offer much comfort, when I feel you have
the power to change it all."
I sat in silence for a
moment,
and listened to the silence
filling the air.
Then the sudden words came
to my heart,
"My child have you forgotten why
he's there?"
I held my eyes closed
tighter,
as the thoughts raced
through my mind.
"Is it so bad to want my babies
health?"
and a small voice in my
heart answered,
"No, but the answers are there to
find."
"My child don't think I'm being selfish, cause your trials I
won't make disappear. Trust that I would never harm you, know better to
know that I'm always there."
"My child don't give up hope, cause of these challenges you'll
go through. I know your strengths, I know your heart, so trust me when I
say, I knew what I was doing sending this baby to you."
I felt a sudden comfort,
I knew my heart was
beginning to understand.
Now is about believing in
me,
and Never Under-Estimating God's Plan.
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